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should i wirte them together? then if i want to enjoy the good memory , bad memory must come together..anyway, it is not really bad memory, just something shocks me very mcuh

Start from the happiness, I WON THE ELLECTION !!so that i will become the moderator of PTT E-shopping.I am so nervous when i browsed the vote outcome, becuz i spend so much time on canvassing votes. If i failed, i must be really sad. Thanks to many people, the outcome are as follows

◆投票結果:(共有 511 人投票,每人最多可投 2 票)
    選    項    總票數  得票率  得票分布
    同意skyrazui擔任版主    372 票  72.80%   40.74%
    不同意skyrazui擔任版主   58 票  11.35%    6.35%
    同意besimplegirl擔任版主    462 票  90.41%   50.60%
    不同意besimplegirl擔任版主   21 票   4.11%    2.30%
somehow surprised, i even got more votes than the other candidate, who is much senior and popular in the forum. I guess it is becuz i kept asking people to vote me..

Anyway we will act as moderator together^^ I will really treasure the chance and fulfill my responsibiliteis. Some people wirte me that it is just a "virtual position", "not real", why i still stick to it. I reply him(or her) that even it is a virtual position, but being a moderator would be really "empirical", "practical" experience for me. It's true, as I am lack of the skill of managing virtual communities as well as not interesied in them at all,I must have to catch this opportunites and learn how to manage a forum well. As i really love online shopping and e-shopping is also my favorite BBS section, I hope things can be changed and i can work happily.

Bad thing is that my research progress is ZERO today..........becuz i spent a lot of time companying my best friend in lancaster. At first i just want to listen to him a bit and go to library, as i already wasted too much time on grocery shopping at town. However, dont know why,he wanted to talk to me about his problem but also hestitaed to talk, so somehow we couldnt touch the "focus issue" but just other topics. Actually i was really worried about my research, but i couldnt tell hime that i want to go, becuz he looks so sad and lonely.

His problem is the complex relationship which related to serious family problem. Really really complex and somehow shocks me. Maybe becuz im close to him so i felt that i also involved in (actaully not at all) how to say, i feel somehow being cheated, even though friends are not necessary to reveal everything to each others, but he hide too mcuh. My feeling is not good, but i dont want blame him, becuz the story is so so so poor, if i were him i may go crazy.(even he has to responible for part fo the bad result in my opinion)

Anyway, from his story, i just feel that im such a lucky girl,
i have simple family and a good boyfriend.
im still young enough so i dont hv to think seriously about marriage.

Another lesseon from this story is that it is not necssary to admire other's life. I used to think that he has a quite good life in his home country, but i know not really now.(maybe not so bad).  What people act or show maybe not always truth. Even he/she looks like rich, smart, it maybe just a fake image.

Yes, i really need to treasure what i have, treasure people who treat me well, if i have done something bad before, i hope i can compensate them

Thats all, have to study now, meetng tmr with supervisor T.T